With the loss of my job this year, due to my Meniere's Disease, some hair loss, probably stress related and the loss of a ffriend in a house fire this year has been a lot to take in. You try to gain back some losses but we all know how difficult that can be. My friend I met online doing genealy work. He helped people research their family roots. He thought of me more of a girl friend and called me his soulmate. I did not feel that close. We communicated by Internet then anything else. But I feel that loss of our times online researching which is my big hobby. I realize I do miss him. And the fact he died so tragically. I was to speak to him the day he died. I tried to call him 3 times that day and that night I recieved a text he died that morning. There was no closure for me so now every time I see the tail trail of a airplane I,think of him. He thought it was crazy that he loved me even though we never met. I did too.
Just wondering ing about some ideas on this.