I am a widow, a grandmother of two grandsons. I enjoy dancing, reading, spending time with my family. I love good conversation, good wine and good food. I no longer work except I sell Avon (More of a Hobby). I love to travel and enjoy trying new things. I was happily married for 37 years. Then 7 years ago my husband was murdered. I still miss him terribly. The first thing I notice when meeting anyone is their smile. A smile says a lot about a person. Did I mention I also love animals. I have 5 dogs and 1 cat. Since the loss of my husband, my life has changed drastically. I want to move on but can't seem to do that. Most of my bio was before the death of my husband. I was hoping I could find other widows or widowers that could give me some pointers. I want to try and be the person I was before my husband's death but somehow I just cannot climb my way out of this abyss.